Relaxing

Spent last night with my boyfriends family, and had so much fun!  I haven't laughed that hard in a long time.  His sister is home for a little while with her hubby and her little baby girl, and her baby is darling!  I just love this family. :D.  It was just nice to relax and spend time with each other around the fire.  My boyfriend says I better get used to it, because we don't have money to do anything else. LOL.

Job Interview

So I had an interview today with Sears at 11:30.  I got dressed up and went in and impressed myself.  I usually have a hard time with interviews because I have a hard time focusing, so I have to ask what the questions were like five times.  It's quite embarrassing actually because I try so hard to listen and remember, but I always space off.  This time was different though.  I only had to ask what the question was once, and I was just excited because I did so well! Now I am waiting for the call back..... *biting nails*.... I hate waiting!!!!

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Today I went shopping with my boyfriend's mom.  It was really fun, haha I love being spoiled! I got two dresses and a really cute pencil skirt... haha, I found out that I am sort of a plain jane.... I tend to be pulled towards the clothes that are plainer, and dress them up with accessories.. I don't like to feel too pulled together. Ya Know? ... and, If I happen to like something that is not so plain, I have a hard time putting accessories with it because I feel too done up.  Anyways fashion-speak is starting to wear me out, because I don't speak it very often. HAHA 


My boyfriend's sister is going to be here on monday, and i am so excited!  she is so fun, and she has the cutest baby!! can't wait to see how much she's grown!! awww.. . I love babies!, and my boyfriend is just adorable with her!!! 

                        AWWW!

Just a wee little bit of... STRESS...

So, I don't know why, but lately my family has been like "WEDDING!!"... 'you gotta do this, you gotta do that by this day' and so on!  I don't even have a ring yet! I guess that's what you get when you have 8 younger sisters.... It has been fun thinking about it, but it still is a bit stressful.... but ya know what? If I have everything planned now, I won't have to worry too much while I am working full time and going to school at night during the fall semester... SO, maybe I should take advantage of this offer... maybe not.... what do you think??

Dance Dance Dance....

So today was pretty much amazing!  I went on a long wheeler ride up Spanish Fork Canyon, shot like five pot-guts, waded in a stream, and danced the night away!  I do wish however, that at the Barn Dance they play country... and I wish people actually knew what country was good to dance to and what wasn't, also how to dance to it! But it was fun otherwise... I spent most of my time trying to teach my lover how to dance... he doesn't like dancing a whole lot because he is such a perfectionist and has to be good/perfect at it RIGHT NOW. haha, but I somehow managed to break down the barriers and teach him a few simple moves that we mastered... My favorite part of the dance was slow dancing with my love.  He would kiss my forehead, and I would just melt. I <3 my boy!!!

ThInK

Sometimes I sit and think... I don't think I have ever been as happy as I have been these past few months.  I have been blessed with so many blessings, I feel guilty asking for more, but one thought has always come up in my mind.  Being bad and/or rebellious is really fun, I am not going to lie, but the entertainment and excitement of it never lasts, so you have to go looking for something else 'bad' to do to keep up with the excitement, and soon you find that you have gone way too far down the road than you have originally bargained for... You feel Lost and you feel as though there is nobody that could help you, and that you are too 'bad' to even think about changing your life.... but then when there is no hope, a light shines through with a feeling of hope.  Friends and Family come through and help you reach the light, and receive the blessings of the atonement, and soon you find yourself actually wanting to be good.  So you start doing good things.... and then you make the greatest discovery.  Being bad may be fun, but being good makes you feel happy.  Happy is a feeling that fun cannot replace.  Happiness comes with peace, and it is not as fleeting as fun.  It is far more satisfying to find happiness in your life, than to find fun.