ThInK

Sometimes I sit and think... I don't think I have ever been as happy as I have been these past few months.  I have been blessed with so many blessings, I feel guilty asking for more, but one thought has always come up in my mind.  Being bad and/or rebellious is really fun, I am not going to lie, but the entertainment and excitement of it never lasts, so you have to go looking for something else 'bad' to do to keep up with the excitement, and soon you find that you have gone way too far down the road than you have originally bargained for... You feel Lost and you feel as though there is nobody that could help you, and that you are too 'bad' to even think about changing your life.... but then when there is no hope, a light shines through with a feeling of hope.  Friends and Family come through and help you reach the light, and receive the blessings of the atonement, and soon you find yourself actually wanting to be good.  So you start doing good things.... and then you make the greatest discovery.  Being bad may be fun, but being good makes you feel happy.  Happy is a feeling that fun cannot replace.  Happiness comes with peace, and it is not as fleeting as fun.  It is far more satisfying to find happiness in your life, than to find fun.